Monday, August 14, 2006

nicotine

you have been a muse of sorts since I was 19. Not to mention thinking the smell of you was enticing back when I thought my dolls might be alive.

I hate you
I love you sometimes
I want you far away
I want to forget you
I don't want this song in my ear right now...stop please.
you cannot really be a part of me. Would-be absurd.
Can I forget you?

Okay, I want you sometimes. Like a long distance lover that I can keep at arms reach.

I need to get a handle on this situation...and sense of balance right...my health...my health.

1 comment:

Courts! said...

"The Easy Way To Stop Smoking" by Allan Carr.

I swear I'll never bug you with this again. I'm at 9 weeks, girl.

love and support.